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Lived unbruised we are friends
I heard this song earlier today and it reminded me of a conversation I had with a friend this week. It was not an easy conversation, and I love having friends who can end even the difficult ones like this: … Continue reading
Thin
I’ve been wanting to write about this journey I’ve been on for awhile, but I’ve never really known what to say. I can talk a lot about this subject (and did at one point in a blog post, before I … Continue reading
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Thoughts…
I came across this, which I wrote on July 3, 2011, the eve of what would have been my mom’s 66th birthday. I never shared it. This month marks 5 years of being without her, so I figure I’ll start … Continue reading
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It is well with my soul
This is kind of a follow up to the blog I wrote 3 weeks ago. I can’t say I feel any better about my situation. I still doubt. I can’t help it. Faith in something you can’t see is hard, … Continue reading
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And now my head’s been filled with doubt…
I’ve had a lot of thoughts going through my head lately that I feel like I need to write about. I guess for starters I’ll say, this a post about my faith. Or at this point, lack of faith. I … Continue reading
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Now’s as good a time as any to begin again
So I realize I’ve been silent for quite awhile. That is bound to happen with me. Writing for me is therapy, and sometimes I need that therapy more than others. The past few weeks have been a little emotional for … Continue reading
Yesterday’s gone, tomorrow’s an illusion
On Friday, I got the privilege of seeing a band I’d known about for many years, but only recently got into. Yes, there are others besides Crowder… This one would be Burlap to Cashmere (and as far as I know … Continue reading
All This For A King
Today is a happy yet sad day for me. David Crowder Band’s latest album is out today, and I can’t wait to hear it. On the other hand, this will be their last, and I’m completely bummed. I will really … Continue reading
Waiting for something beautiful
“You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep And every time tears roll down your cheeks But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet Someday you will be loved.”
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Everybody wants to go to heaven… But nobody wants to die
It occurred to me just now that four years ago today, January 3, was probably the last time I saw my mom as a somewhat independent person. The last time I had a coherent conversation with her. Four years ago … Continue reading
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